new years and fresh starts

hey guys!?!?!?! How have you guys been. i know it have been a really long time ever since i posted and i just was really busy and i didnt really have the time to post stuff , but hopefully i can this year. Happy New Years to you guys. I hope you all are doing well and i supposed think so. 2015 had been a really busy year for me and its because of my finals and the last year that i'll be leaving school. so now, its the 2016 and im going to be 18 and be heading to college. Just waiting for my finals result that will be announced by march 2016...the date i dont really know. but i hope i did my best. i took about 8 subject. My pretest i got around 4 A's and im grateful and proud lets just hope that my finals results are the best. We all know that we have been too a bad phase in high school but its not to late to start fresh and change things like wardrobe, making new friends or change of hair style or just anything. and anything you want. And soon i'll start my driving lesson i think around next week i supposed but whatever, Anyways , i think i'll be posting alot at this time of the year cause i have litterally have nothing to do then just waiting for my result which is coming soon and in scared like hell cause yesterday i had a dream that i got only 5 A's which was like whhhattttt. WHT!!! i dont want to know. But i hope i get more A's. hehe. Currently know my life have been really boring since i graduated but my mom have been sending me to an architecture firm which is her friend's cause she wants me to become and architect like her in which i agree cause i want to make her happy and proud of me and oh well...i will be following her foot steps and i hope i'll make it. i know its bad not to follow your dreams but if you have the interest in it. i think it will be fine and im happy and okay with it, ill stop for now and hope you guys are well and ill post to you guys soon. byeeee~

Insecure

Hi guys. Nice to met you again. These past few days I been really sad and unhappy because of something. I know that it is not nice of me to say this but I am going to say it anyways because it is hurting me and I want to let that feeling. There was this guy made me feel so insecure because he compare me with my sister but you can't really tell that he's doing it because his just mixing stuff in you. Anyways one night I just gave my sisters number to him in order t let go of the unwanted feeling that I was feeling in my heart and it was painful. I listen too sad song to make me feel better. I know that my sister is more prettier than me, but why would I want a guy to hurt me. Like what.... That's not me at all. I won't cry because of a guy who doesn't even know where is his place in life. Wasted my time to just even talk to him. Anyways the point here is that never let a person bring you down. Who are they to judge, they're just saying. They dont even dare to tell in person. What ever makes you happy do it. And what makes you sad leave Dont waste your time for someone who doesn't even want to care or talk to you. They just talk to you when they're board. Show them who's boss and they will be running after you. 😉

Greetings

Hello everyone!! How are you??!???!!. I know since its been a really long time since I posted. Well I have a really good explanation and it is I have a really big exam coming this November and its an exam to determine whether I can continue my studies in the future which means I have to study really hard to get what I want. 📖📖 So like I heard that american people don't like going to school someone told me but I think is based on what you feel like doing you know? If you want to study, then study if you Dont want to then Dont. Dont force yourself to do something you don't want to. Its better that way Dont you think. 😉 I think if you want to study really well and make your parents proud then go ahead. No one can stop you if you really want it. Dont you think? It depends on yourself. I'm studying because I'm scared of my future. Who might knows what I'm going to be. 😥😥. Its quite scary too think about future but then when are you going to you know? You have to someday. You can never know when you get older are your sons or daughter is going to take care of you, at least you still have money in your pocket. They say that a mother can take care of 10 children, how about one child taking care of a mother. Why would feel such a burden when she took care of you, your whole life. Sometimes you just have to know what's going to happen in the future so you have to plan and make your way. I'm talking so much right? Well in ends here. I will continue soon if I have the time. Thank you for supporting. 😘😘 I love you guys ❤

Proud

One thing that I am proud is I am a Muslim. If I feel I sad, alone, and happy, I go too Allah. Because Allah is the only one you can communicate 24/7. Allah has always been fair to all the human race. Allah just wants us to praise and leave all the wrong things. Never underestimated Allah's power. Maybe Allah don't show it now. Sooner or later it will come. And they say the Quran is the most heavies book to remember. And they say if you remember the book you'll life will be so easy. No one would ever imagine what a life you have.

Heloo

Hi everyone. I hope its not to late to wish happy new. I want to say that, I hope this year would be a good year. I think 2014 was the worst year ever. I think I lot of bad things happen on that year. There were a lot of tears and tragedy's. Which makes me worried and sad about the future coming. But I hope 2015 will be a new and great and wonderful experience for me. Cause there's going to be an SPM at the end of the year. Which means, is that I'm going to have a really important exam, will determine if I'm capable to continue my studies at a college or university. In which I hope I can do well. There are no new resolution for me this. I'm been so stress out right, that I don't even have time for myself. Which always makes me cry every now and days. I just something good will happen if I do this stuff you know. I'm just tried physically and mentally. I'm exhausted at doing house work. I know its normal, especially for teenage girls well mine is different. I wake 7 to 8 in the morning clean the house for the whole day and sleep at 12, 1, 2 in the morning. Maybe just one day I'm going to break down. But that's okay, because I know there's a purpose in everything you just have to wait. I know something good will happen just have to be patient. Well thats all for know. I hope this year will be a great for everyone. Wish you all the great and happiness of the world. Thank you. OXOX 😗😙😘😚😽💋❤💙💚💛💜💓💕💖💗💝💞💟👍👌✌👏🎆🎈🎉🎊🎇💌💐✨⭐🌟🌠♥(͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (⌒_⌒;)  ( ˘ ³˘)♥ (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

Hi everyone

Hello, sorry if I haven't been posting lately. I have been really busy with my chores at home I have to do house work know because I have to maid anymore. But i don't really care since its school holiday. To people who read my blog, I want to say thank you. Even though there's not a lot of people who reads my blog, I am grateful cause you actually want to spend time and read my blog. I know that I rarely post, but I'm just happy that people reads my blog. 😊  But if you need any help you can email me OK.
Email: fatehahchumel@gmail.com
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Why

Why is people in this world doesn't want to try. Why is it so easy for people to just assume other people when they are not wrong. Why is people are so judgemental. Why is people so racist. Why is people so mean to people who are lower than them. Why is people not grateful for what they have. Why do people always put hateful comments. Well our generation is getting f*ck up. Sorry please mind my words today. There's nothing wrong if you try, you will get it wrong at first. But soon or later you will always get it right, you just have to try. Try doing this, try doing that at least you have a new experience. Why don't we just listen to both sides then the conclusion. I know its easy to just assume, but it will hurt the other people. When you want to know, there will be always three sides. Which is others, friends, and yours. So don't just assume. When you hear something keep to yourself, don't tell others. Don't you just feel honour that the person only told you. So, be thankful. Okay. Next, why is people so judgmental. Well maybe they think they are perfect. Well your not, nobody is perfect Allah is perfect. Nobody in the world can satisfy other people. Maybe that person hates them, but you like them. Then it starts by choosing sides. That's really hard. So be with the one you like being with, okay. •_<. Racism, I know that I already post this advice but here I am again to do it again. Just for reminder OK. Firstly, to people who is racist, who are you too judge or called them names. If you are richer or smarter or more beautiful or more better. I don't see why you can call them names. In the eyes of Allah we are all the same. Allah doesn't care about our status. You must know that Allah is the one who creates us to be like this, and you have to find your own way to get to Allah. So that means you are not calling them names but instead you're calling Allah name's. So be careful what
you say. Karma hears everything. There's nothing wrong doing good, well maybe people might used you. But that's the thing, you have a brain to think so use it. Allah did not purposely put you brain inside your head. Just think. Okay? Done with this, next one. Why is people so mean the to person who are lower than them. Because they think they are much better. What's so good about you. If you are not grateful, I see that one day in the future you will be more worst than the poor people. And people won't want to help you, because of they way you treated them. So be wise and respect other people. Even if the are poor. We are all the same but just with ranking. Why people are not grateful for what they have. Well um...they do not appreciate what they have. Don't you think its wrong, your parents have sacrifice all they're life just to take care of you. That really hard because they face the world with you together. So be grateful. They are you work really hard or overtime just to cater your needs. Maybe you don't understand now, but once you have you child than you will understand. So do your best to make them happy. Make them feel like, that they did all of this was worth it. Why do people always put hateful comment. As we can see that everybody gets it. There's no one who is not included. We have to bare with it. But some people can't take it. So what we can do is, to never read the comments and let it be, if you started it then face the challenge that's coming. And to people who always put the bad comments. You can only say or type behind your computer or phone. You don't even dare you does kinda things in person. There's a fact for it people become brave when it comes to text. They don't want to say it in person. Im not encouraging you, but don't do it please.  So shut up. And thank you for reading. Here are some picture to make you feel happy. And here is a another drawing that I drew from the newspaper. The 1 one is the newspaper the 2 one is mine.

What im going to do.

Having plans on what you are going to do in the future is good because you are actually preparing yourself. Today I had tuition and suddenly my maths teacher ask me to take oil and gas because the salary is really big, for example RM 100 000 that's a lot of money. But you can converted the money if you want to know what's the price. For me its quite good because you can make a million in a year. But then I think I have to take extra subject like chemistry and physics and that's really hard for me because the teachers at school won't teach me I will have to study on my own. And I have to recap the topics I didn't learn. But then there my tuition teacher. I'm really scare because there's going to be a really important exam on November 2015 and I will take about 10 subjects. Omagad. I can't make time for all of that. But if I'm smart, I can do it. What am I going to do. Its not like I don't want too but I don't have interest in Chemistry or physics. But like seriously, I won't take that subject because its hard. The point of the  matter is always do what you wanna do. Don't like do something you don't like. It will kinda like ruin your life because your not enjoying the things you love doing. So like be prepare. Do a lot of research about stuff you wanna do in the future. Okay? Don't be like me.

Passion

Today's topic is about passion. Passion is like something you love doing and enjoy doing. You have to study really hard so that when you grow up you'll be doing the job that you love doing for example, me. When I was younger I wanted to be doctor, then I wanted to be a fashion designer. I was confused in the end. But now I know what I want to be. I want to be a phycologists. But if I don't get it, I want to be a designer for advertising or magazine and much more. You have to have a passion in something so that you can achieve that goal. Like me. If I don't get it it at least I have a plan B. Which will you. Never ever give up if you don't get what you want. You can always try and try again. There's nothing wrong. And leave the rest to Allah okay. If it doesn't worked out, you can always try something different. There's a million things you can do in this world, you just have to find something that your good at. Okay? This is my attempt to draw this picture. The original is the first one. Mine is the second one.

Racism

Why is the world so racist about skin colour. I know that we are not always that beautiful to your eyes, well we can't do anything about it. What do you expect, Allah created us to be like this. And when you call people names, you are saying things to Allah not the person. You have insulted Allah's creation, who are you to judge them. I judge too. But i'm learning to stop. Even if I did it I would still will feel sad at the end of the day. Cause once you said something you will think about what you say. That's why we always have to think before we say anything. That's why less words are said when you think. People should be wise enough to understand. It even hurts when your family it. I was adopted so obviously people don't think we are related by blood. I don't care about people calling me names but it hurt when your family does it. I just want to say can you please stop. I'm not saying this for me but other people too. You don't know what they are going through, so don't make things worst ok. Promise. Even if they hurt you so bad just leave them, let people do to us but not we do to them. Just be patient, good things happen to good people. There's never anyone left behind. If you think judging people by there skin colour will make you feel better because people do it to you. Well don't, instead be friends with them. You can talk about your feelings and maybe it can make you feel better. Okay? I hope that picture make your day, today.

Appreciating

Appreciating is the most important thing in life. We should know how to appreciate more to people, stuffs or anything. Why should we appreciate? Well we should appreciate because we don’t know how hard it is to do or make the things that they made. I think if you were them, you would feel bad right?

For example, I said to my brother I wanted a watch, a cheap watch, then we went to swatch and my brother ask me to choose I was worried because I said I wanted a cheap watch I ended up buying one. I think it’s about RM 200 and above I think I don’t remember. I’m not trying brag or anything but I lost it. I don’t know where it went but I feel bad and he said to me I didn’t appreciate it, I felt really bad. I tried my best to find it and I will find it. Insha Allah.

Next, we should appreciate our parents, even though they did bad stuffs to you or you didn’t get enough, well they did sacrifice they whole life for you, so that would be an exchange for them. Don’t you think? Half of they’re life time they took care of you, so take care of them when they get old. Don’t ever sent them to a old folks home. If you did, you are really stupid and you don’t have heart.

Other than that, we can appreciate other people’s work. If it didn’t turn out the way you wanted at least they tried and they can do better, trust me, I know. But if they did it correctly don’t take the credit. Share the credit. Don’t do that, I hate people like that. You know better, yes?

Lastly, to brothers and sisters, listen to your older sister/brother, cause they know better and they live more years then you. Even if they talk about future or past you still have to listen. Even if you think it sounds weird, well its gonna happen. For example, if you talk back to your parent, well one day if you have kids they will do the same. The bad things you did, your kids will do it too. Don’t believe me? We will see, yes? I say it’s a challenge. But if you prove me wrong, well you know how tells lies and keep secrets. Hahhahahaah. Just kidding, don’t take it to seriously, but what I’m saying is true, I’ve been there.

Last but not least, never stop saying sorry, please and thank you. That’s manners for a good person like you. Don’t be like me, when I say sorry, I only say sorry to the person if  they really need it. I don’t know why I do that. But I will try to change because it always piss my sister off. Hehehehe. Well what can I do? Change.

Thank you to everyone to reads my blog, sorry if sometimes if my language makes everyone confuse, that happens to me all the time. Sorry. Hugs and kisses.  

News from me

Don't worry, i'll be posting something new really soon. It's about appreciating and racism. Just need to find a good day to post.

Cyber bullying

To people who cyber bully, please stop. What's so great about cyber bullying. Well i know its fun well it's not fun people who is hurting. Why not have a bit of a heart and stop.

I know is the way you let out your feelings but other people get hurt. If you can say it in person don't say it at all.

Whi are you to even judge, well i'm sorry i was born to make you feel great about yourself and everything has to go your way.

The question is why, you can't you talk straight to that person, why are you hiding. Seriously.. are you scared, well you should because i know that person would win.

If you want to do something, well just do it in your dairy, i don't you to talk about me. God did not make me perfect for you. 

The advice is just don't bully people because you felt great. I think if you compliment them they would actually compliment  you back. Just be happy. 

XOXOXOX

friends

Everyone has friends, we just don't know if they are true or not.

I don't care if anyone bash me or hate me,i have a friend that would back me up and help.

As the years go by we know were your friendship stand.

Some are still friends, and some are not,

why? well your reason right?

I don't really care if people judge me, talk bad about me.

Why do i care, is they're opinion of me and they can't change me cause you know why they can only say it, behind my back, but not infront of me.

If you can't say it in person don't say it at all. You just might the shit out of everyone.

You talk about someone and they knew about it don't deny it.

they are better than you is what i see.

So, just be grateful if anyone ever is still there for you.

So just get a life, at least i know where i stand not like you.

And i don't to wait for anyone, if that anyone matters to i would.

All im trying to say is, nothing.

So just like do what you do best and i do mine.

So everyone, please be careful when you want to be friends with anyone.

You might not get the right person in your life.

Do your thing

Find your thing

When you don’t have idea to say or draw, don’t copy people. Find any examples on the internet. Get some inspiration. When you found something you like try to make something more than that. Don’t copy and change the name or the title.

Be your own thing, no need to copy because you are special and people want to see that in you. Practice and practice and it would pay off and you’ll be really happy because it’s your own hard work. But don’t go through your friends stuff or things that they done and do something like it.

Maybe it’s fine, but maybe the person had a hard time doing it and you just take and copy like it’s a piece of cake. Never do that. It hurt. It’s like you don’t have a personality. Not to be mean but let other get inspired not copy. That’s like rude. Be something people are jealous of.

BE YOUR OWN THING OKAY ??

I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!!! 

judmental

 Today’s topic is judgmental  people. I judge too but I know where my limit. Everyone is judgmental, you can say no to that, it is true, right? From my experience never judge a person capabilities, they may look lazy or stupid..but I can assure that if you know them better you will change your mind. When you see a new student at your school, you must be thinking she is this and that. But when you start knowing them everything that you have said was wrong, am I right?

Don’t judge people by they’re figure instead know them first then you will know what type of person are they. You as a person, that guy or girl you say he/she is ugly/not pretty, well maybe inside of them they are really beautiful kind hearted, well sometimes it’s the other way around. I am also the judgmental type too, but what can I do it’s in my star. If it’s true.  I like seeing people who has an amazing background even though his/her figure doesn’t seem like they have that.

Never ever do that too a person, they might blow your mind and just bring you down to the ground. Never assume. It’s not really nice too assume stuff. Well, you won’t like it if people judge you even if it is not true. You would feel sad and angry because they don’t even know you, right. Well you yourself have to stop judging people. When you do something bad too someone there’s always something bad is going to happen to you, even if it’s not now, but it will come. Just wait and see. I’m sure of it.

Like for example my mom and dad think I’m the laziest person in the house that’s why my room is always messy, even though it’s messy I know where everything is, my dad thinks that if a person is messy they have a dirty heart. That is just pure bullshit. No offence but don’t just say stuff like that. My room is not messy because of me, I have other stuff in my room which is not even mine. Well look at my room now when there’s nothing but only my stuff.

All I’m trying to say is never judge a person by they’re first impression. They must be fond of you and want to know you better. For me it’s okay to judge but there’s always limit to everything. You just might make them so depressed that they want to die. So.. before you do anything think first will it hurt there’s feelings or make them unhappy or etc…

Also I wanna say sorry for not posting that much this past days. I had no inspiration. Hehehe. Sorry. I love you guys.  If you any advice from me you can:

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Be yourself

BE  YOURSELF

It is good to know that some people appreciate and feels happy and love things about themselves, this make me happy because they don’t need other people say it cause they know, what’s good and what’s bad for them. You should be happy and proud of yourself because God has create you for something special. Every person on earth has a reason why they are born, but we don’t know, that why we need to find it.

If you think your life is the worst and you have the worst and bad memories, well other people have it too…you just don’t see it….Just think one day everything would be fine. Just be happy no need to make other people make you sad and maybe have they’re own reason why. Just think that they are you motivator and support. I love my haters, you know why because everyday I wake up I can always fix something in me and not change my personality just because they don’t like, they are other people don’t like them too. Maybe much more.

Don’t be something your not. When you fine a friend or a boyfriend, and they know you as the person you are not, better not. Just stick at being yourself. You might just get caught or something. Never change who you are. And I like the real you, and just stick with it, but if you have a bad personality then change it so you can feel better.

And lastly, please help and support our friends at GAZA…please help them and donate please. I am a muslim, and I want to help but I only can donate. But atleast I tried. For all of you who read this blog please try to do something. It doesn’t have to be big, just something that could help my fellow muslim. They are trying to protect the muslim community. Please, please try to help if you were they, you would know how it feel. If your family was there, what would you do? If you did this, you’ll feel great about yourself. Cause you just save a help that was needing you. Just try. If you tried I’m happy and Allah is happy for you..<3 xoxoxoxo

I’ve learn a beautiful quote when I was in penang its says “an arrow has to be pull back in order to achieve something that in front of them, its mean when life pulls you back just think that something good is going to happen in the future.

Oh my god, its it lovely. I love this quote . bye.. 

pray for MH 17

Pray for the crew and passengers of MH 17. Our thought and prayer goes to them.

For there family and friends stay strong, there already have a place in heaven.

Remember them and love them as much as there were they're to see you.

Be yourself

It is good to know that some people still love and appreciate and have confidence, some people don't have you know. Why? Because of you. You might not know your action towards others. Just be careful of what you say, it just might hurt thy're feeling.That's why there's a saying called think first before you speak. You'll never know there is a chance for you but you just ruin it.

The other thing is yourself, why do you need to feel so bad about yourself,  i like you don't you? Nobody perfect, There's a fact that you might see that person is perfect but actually inside them they are killing themselves. Why would you care what other people think, they only can talk, but if it's face to face they won't dare. But if they did, you can always improve yourself and show who's the best and atleast you can change to be a better person, but be careful you don't want to lose a good or a special person in your life.

Know that there's always one person who likes you for you. Don't change yourself because people hate you or your ugly or not pretty, just say to yourself that you are special and one day they will have karma, and they will beg for your help, when the world goes around it comes back around. Don't just think that they might get out so easily. Allah knows what they did to you, just wait and watch.

And lastly, to all the people who reads my blog, try to help the muslim in need in Gaza. Try to donate some stuff that they need, go to the nearest place so you change help them. This will make a change. I know your scared, well im scared to but atleast i did donate money to them. I feel sad that why would they want to kill innocent people, what if they were your family. Your help would make a differences.

Thank You~~ 

That's my sister there...

We don't look the same because were adopted, but that's fine..

Because most people say we look the same.

I think people say we look the same because of the way we smile.

We smile big and bright!

We always fight like a lot.

We fight about this and that, but we usually make it out again.

Me and my sister have a big character differences..we fight about our differences in everything like,

studies, family love, and freedom.

I tell how sad she is but you know, i didn't ask for all the love in the world and never thought that she would have any. I don't know...

Even there are ups and downs we still love each other no matter what..

She protects me i will try to protect her.

No one can separate us but i think our friends can...hehehehe...

but its fine. i love.

I am reallly grateful to have a sister like her.

If you met her you would know how nice and caring she is.

And you guys too love your sister like nobody else.

She will always be right by your side.

HAPPY~~