Insecure

Hi guys. Nice to met you again. These past few days I been really sad and unhappy because of something. I know that it is not nice of me to say this but I am going to say it anyways because it is hurting me and I want to let that feeling. There was this guy made me feel so insecure because he compare me with my sister but you can't really tell that he's doing it because his just mixing stuff in you. Anyways one night I just gave my sisters number to him in order t let go of the unwanted feeling that I was feeling in my heart and it was painful. I listen too sad song to make me feel better. I know that my sister is more prettier than me, but why would I want a guy to hurt me. Like what.... That's not me at all. I won't cry because of a guy who doesn't even know where is his place in life. Wasted my time to just even talk to him. Anyways the point here is that never let a person bring you down. Who are they to judge, they're just saying. They dont even dare to tell in person. What ever makes you happy do it. And what makes you sad leave Dont waste your time for someone who doesn't even want to care or talk to you. They just talk to you when they're board. Show them who's boss and they will be running after you. 😉

Greetings

Hello everyone!! How are you??!???!!. I know since its been a really long time since I posted. Well I have a really good explanation and it is I have a really big exam coming this November and its an exam to determine whether I can continue my studies in the future which means I have to study really hard to get what I want. 📖📖 So like I heard that american people don't like going to school someone told me but I think is based on what you feel like doing you know? If you want to study, then study if you Dont want to then Dont. Dont force yourself to do something you don't want to. Its better that way Dont you think. 😉 I think if you want to study really well and make your parents proud then go ahead. No one can stop you if you really want it. Dont you think? It depends on yourself. I'm studying because I'm scared of my future. Who might knows what I'm going to be. 😥😥. Its quite scary too think about future but then when are you going to you know? You have to someday. You can never know when you get older are your sons or daughter is going to take care of you, at least you still have money in your pocket. They say that a mother can take care of 10 children, how about one child taking care of a mother. Why would feel such a burden when she took care of you, your whole life. Sometimes you just have to know what's going to happen in the future so you have to plan and make your way. I'm talking so much right? Well in ends here. I will continue soon if I have the time. Thank you for supporting. 😘😘 I love you guys ❤