sorry

Im sorry if i didn't post anything its just i'm

getting ready for my exam with is coming and only 1 day left.

When everything is done

i'll post about what had happen.

Which i'll be posting at the next two weeks

okay 

WISH ME LUCK KAY!  

Wish me!

Hi everybody,

Just wanted to say, wish me for my exam,

I hope i do my best and make my parents proud

If I didn't
 I won't go to school next year.

I'm hoping to get like 5 A's from 8 subject, but I think I'll get 1 or 2 

wish me, okay.

Next, i would starts to talk about family.

Do anything you can to make them happy, they won't show their happiness but instead,

tears will come to tell you that you've have them really proud of you.

Even you think what for,

they always makes you sad.

Don't think like that, they don't show and they really loves you.

Even if they abuse you, even if they call you names

Just do anything to makes them happy.
Trust me, they will feel so proud only tears could only talk about how they feel.
I always used think, what for I do this it doesn't makes a difference.
But 3 years back,
I had an exam and I only got like 2 A's from 5 subject,
I was proud of myself but then I thought I was scared to go home.
Then I was home I told my mom and she was...........
VERY GOOD!!
I was like okay.....
see do anything to make you parents proud
okay!

I hate it when.....

I hate it when everyone tell me it's going to be okay.

You know when people say that,

i did say no,

but using force, you'll have to go right.

Then the story will continue, you will get the blame because your mom scold your other sister

and blame you because it was my fault.

Well you should help other people to right.

Don't just depend on other people, you say the she don't love you

well your pulling yourself from her.

If you don't try, in how many chances you'll get your prize.

The advice is do everything you can to help ,

one day that person will pay a bigger prize to give you.

SHARING IS NOT CARING!!!

I've been living at my house for almost 4 years and all that i have 

experience is really sad things and a little bit happy,

today i think it's the worst.

My ******** did accused for something

which is really embarrassing to us girls.

I think you girls know

 My  *** said that I have a bad heart cause my room is messing.

My room is messy cause its not only my stuff which is also hurtful cause 

my sibling also share that room with me.

But not sleeping there.

Use the mirror, play with friends, making a mess and getting the blame,

of what i didn't do.

But everything time when i tell them not to,

they go complain to someone and starts to cry.

Not trying to make that person image bad but you don't know the truth 

which kinda hurt.

In my room also had a picture of me and my sister and my brother, 

but the other to which is my other sister and my little brother which is not in the photo

because they weren't they when i was there. We were adopted so some was not there yet.

So continue to the story, my ************ said that they weren't in the pic because i was born an indian

I am mix indian and indonesion.

Does it make sense cause i don't get it.

Its the only picture when i was little.

Then i cried cause that kinda hurt.

Well its past,

what can i say when you have a *********** which doesn't know the truth,

always think that i'm wrong.

For me i think its a support,

for making me strong and not taking of what you say to hurt my feelings,

So i would like to say thank you to god for bringing you here to support me,

to prove to that i am better and stronger then you.

THANK YOU *******. You have been a great thing in my life .

To all my readers who think that i'm wrong,

i respect you for giving your opinion.

Not to be rude or what, but i just want to share my feelings.  

like a champion

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFJULGEfpdo

Be proud if you did something for the world, family, friends and even yourself.

Be proud that you've change them.

Thank God for helping you

=))))

Failure is success if we learn from it.

Don't need to be upset if you do not achieve good grades,

all that matters that you did your best,

maybe god didn't let you cause maybe there'll be something much better

than what you didn't get.

The good thing is that you tried,

so don't go all crying and whatever you do,

is actually what the good things you do in life,

and people would remember what you do.

Its not about how smart or rich are you in life,

the thing is,

how smart are you learn about life and having you to understand it.

Its also not about the title you'll be having,

its about how your attitude and your attitude would make people hate you.

So, the point is don't be sad if you didn't achieve what you wanted,

if you didn't try would you even get it??

 

beautiful

You don't need to be beautiful to fit with other people.

You need to believe in yourself  and what you can do, don't put yourself down,

make that person like you for you 

no need the fake you.

And also be friends with real friends not fake friends.

Love yourself and great things will happen if you wanna do it.

Live your life people.

Don't need a perfect face to make your life perfect, you just need you to be perfect,

cause you are the only matter.

In life, there's no such thing as perfect,

everybody is not perfect only god is,

you'll get everything you want for being patience 

And patience will lead you to a perfect life.

xoxoxo (hugs and kisses) 

HELP & ADVICE

You guys im really sorry for not posting these days. I am really busy these days because a really huge exam is coming.

Can i ask you guys a favour?

If you wanna help me, please pray for me that i did good in my exams and i'll pray for you

I'm asking you guys to help because these is something in my life that make me feel worried,

I'm scared when i hope to much it will end up sadnest.

You can dream big, but will you be okay if you don't get it.

That is what i'm feeling right now.

I'm scared that i won't do the best for my parents and i won't

get to live my dreams.

So would you guys helping it would be a really great feeling if you did that. 

And also i wanna pray for you guys for everything that you are going though 

I also have the feelings of being sad, alone, afraid, 

who doesn't?

I hope the best of you guys and 

everything that you guy wanted would be there if you just try.

Okay? xoxoxo and i'll maybe not be posting for 2 or 3 weeks, cause my exams are coming so loved you.

I'll try to post something. BYE! xoxoxo 

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