new years and fresh starts

hey guys!?!?!?! How have you guys been. i know it have been a really long time ever since i posted and i just was really busy and i didnt really have the time to post stuff , but hopefully i can this year. Happy New Years to you guys. I hope you all are doing well and i supposed think so. 2015 had been a really busy year for me and its because of my finals and the last year that i'll be leaving school. so now, its the 2016 and im going to be 18 and be heading to college. Just waiting for my finals result that will be announced by march 2016...the date i dont really know. but i hope i did my best. i took about 8 subject. My pretest i got around 4 A's and im grateful and proud lets just hope that my finals results are the best. We all know that we have been too a bad phase in high school but its not to late to start fresh and change things like wardrobe, making new friends or change of hair style or just anything. and anything you want. And soon i'll start my driving lesson i think around next week i supposed but whatever, Anyways , i think i'll be posting alot at this time of the year cause i have litterally have nothing to do then just waiting for my result which is coming soon and in scared like hell cause yesterday i had a dream that i got only 5 A's which was like whhhattttt. WHT!!! i dont want to know. But i hope i get more A's. hehe. Currently know my life have been really boring since i graduated but my mom have been sending me to an architecture firm which is her friend's cause she wants me to become and architect like her in which i agree cause i want to make her happy and proud of me and oh well...i will be following her foot steps and i hope i'll make it. i know its bad not to follow your dreams but if you have the interest in it. i think it will be fine and im happy and okay with it, ill stop for now and hope you guys are well and ill post to you guys soon. byeeee~

Insecure

Hi guys. Nice to met you again. These past few days I been really sad and unhappy because of something. I know that it is not nice of me to say this but I am going to say it anyways because it is hurting me and I want to let that feeling. There was this guy made me feel so insecure because he compare me with my sister but you can't really tell that he's doing it because his just mixing stuff in you. Anyways one night I just gave my sisters number to him in order t let go of the unwanted feeling that I was feeling in my heart and it was painful. I listen too sad song to make me feel better. I know that my sister is more prettier than me, but why would I want a guy to hurt me. Like what.... That's not me at all. I won't cry because of a guy who doesn't even know where is his place in life. Wasted my time to just even talk to him. Anyways the point here is that never let a person bring you down. Who are they to judge, they're just saying. They dont even dare to tell in person. What ever makes you happy do it. And what makes you sad leave Dont waste your time for someone who doesn't even want to care or talk to you. They just talk to you when they're board. Show them who's boss and they will be running after you. 😉

Greetings

Hello everyone!! How are you??!???!!. I know since its been a really long time since I posted. Well I have a really good explanation and it is I have a really big exam coming this November and its an exam to determine whether I can continue my studies in the future which means I have to study really hard to get what I want. 📖📖 So like I heard that american people don't like going to school someone told me but I think is based on what you feel like doing you know? If you want to study, then study if you Dont want to then Dont. Dont force yourself to do something you don't want to. Its better that way Dont you think. 😉 I think if you want to study really well and make your parents proud then go ahead. No one can stop you if you really want it. Dont you think? It depends on yourself. I'm studying because I'm scared of my future. Who might knows what I'm going to be. 😥😥. Its quite scary too think about future but then when are you going to you know? You have to someday. You can never know when you get older are your sons or daughter is going to take care of you, at least you still have money in your pocket. They say that a mother can take care of 10 children, how about one child taking care of a mother. Why would feel such a burden when she took care of you, your whole life. Sometimes you just have to know what's going to happen in the future so you have to plan and make your way. I'm talking so much right? Well in ends here. I will continue soon if I have the time. Thank you for supporting. 😘😘 I love you guys ❤

Proud

One thing that I am proud is I am a Muslim. If I feel I sad, alone, and happy, I go too Allah. Because Allah is the only one you can communicate 24/7. Allah has always been fair to all the human race. Allah just wants us to praise and leave all the wrong things. Never underestimated Allah's power. Maybe Allah don't show it now. Sooner or later it will come. And they say the Quran is the most heavies book to remember. And they say if you remember the book you'll life will be so easy. No one would ever imagine what a life you have.

Heloo

Hi everyone. I hope its not to late to wish happy new. I want to say that, I hope this year would be a good year. I think 2014 was the worst year ever. I think I lot of bad things happen on that year. There were a lot of tears and tragedy's. Which makes me worried and sad about the future coming. But I hope 2015 will be a new and great and wonderful experience for me. Cause there's going to be an SPM at the end of the year. Which means, is that I'm going to have a really important exam, will determine if I'm capable to continue my studies at a college or university. In which I hope I can do well. There are no new resolution for me this. I'm been so stress out right, that I don't even have time for myself. Which always makes me cry every now and days. I just something good will happen if I do this stuff you know. I'm just tried physically and mentally. I'm exhausted at doing house work. I know its normal, especially for teenage girls well mine is different. I wake 7 to 8 in the morning clean the house for the whole day and sleep at 12, 1, 2 in the morning. Maybe just one day I'm going to break down. But that's okay, because I know there's a purpose in everything you just have to wait. I know something good will happen just have to be patient. Well thats all for know. I hope this year will be a great for everyone. Wish you all the great and happiness of the world. Thank you. OXOX 😗😙😘😚😽💋❤💙💚💛💜💓💕💖💗💝💞💟👍👌✌👏🎆🎈🎉🎊🎇💌💐✨⭐🌟🌠♥(͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (⌒_⌒;)  ( ˘ ³˘)♥ (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤

Hi everyone

Hello, sorry if I haven't been posting lately. I have been really busy with my chores at home I have to do house work know because I have to maid anymore. But i don't really care since its school holiday. To people who read my blog, I want to say thank you. Even though there's not a lot of people who reads my blog, I am grateful cause you actually want to spend time and read my blog. I know that I rarely post, but I'm just happy that people reads my blog. 😊  But if you need any help you can email me OK.
Email: fatehahchumel@gmail.com
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Why

Why is people in this world doesn't want to try. Why is it so easy for people to just assume other people when they are not wrong. Why is people are so judgemental. Why is people so racist. Why is people so mean to people who are lower than them. Why is people not grateful for what they have. Why do people always put hateful comments. Well our generation is getting f*ck up. Sorry please mind my words today. There's nothing wrong if you try, you will get it wrong at first. But soon or later you will always get it right, you just have to try. Try doing this, try doing that at least you have a new experience. Why don't we just listen to both sides then the conclusion. I know its easy to just assume, but it will hurt the other people. When you want to know, there will be always three sides. Which is others, friends, and yours. So don't just assume. When you hear something keep to yourself, don't tell others. Don't you just feel honour that the person only told you. So, be thankful. Okay. Next, why is people so judgmental. Well maybe they think they are perfect. Well your not, nobody is perfect Allah is perfect. Nobody in the world can satisfy other people. Maybe that person hates them, but you like them. Then it starts by choosing sides. That's really hard. So be with the one you like being with, okay. •_<. Racism, I know that I already post this advice but here I am again to do it again. Just for reminder OK. Firstly, to people who is racist, who are you too judge or called them names. If you are richer or smarter or more beautiful or more better. I don't see why you can call them names. In the eyes of Allah we are all the same. Allah doesn't care about our status. You must know that Allah is the one who creates us to be like this, and you have to find your own way to get to Allah. So that means you are not calling them names but instead you're calling Allah name's. So be careful what
you say. Karma hears everything. There's nothing wrong doing good, well maybe people might used you. But that's the thing, you have a brain to think so use it. Allah did not purposely put you brain inside your head. Just think. Okay? Done with this, next one. Why is people so mean the to person who are lower than them. Because they think they are much better. What's so good about you. If you are not grateful, I see that one day in the future you will be more worst than the poor people. And people won't want to help you, because of they way you treated them. So be wise and respect other people. Even if the are poor. We are all the same but just with ranking. Why people are not grateful for what they have. Well um...they do not appreciate what they have. Don't you think its wrong, your parents have sacrifice all they're life just to take care of you. That really hard because they face the world with you together. So be grateful. They are you work really hard or overtime just to cater your needs. Maybe you don't understand now, but once you have you child than you will understand. So do your best to make them happy. Make them feel like, that they did all of this was worth it. Why do people always put hateful comment. As we can see that everybody gets it. There's no one who is not included. We have to bare with it. But some people can't take it. So what we can do is, to never read the comments and let it be, if you started it then face the challenge that's coming. And to people who always put the bad comments. You can only say or type behind your computer or phone. You don't even dare you does kinda things in person. There's a fact for it people become brave when it comes to text. They don't want to say it in person. Im not encouraging you, but don't do it please.  So shut up. And thank you for reading. Here are some picture to make you feel happy. And here is a another drawing that I drew from the newspaper. The 1 one is the newspaper the 2 one is mine.